Thursday, April 2, 2009

8. Tell the five most important people in my life that I love them and why. (EXPOSITION POST OF AWESOME)

So, there is a matter of doing this particular goal...I'm going to be honest, it's probably one of the most important tasks I want to undertake before my 101 1001 runs out of time. I can't believe a month has gone by of it already yet...I already feel that much more accomplished. I feel like I finally sorting myself out to an extent, something that I've need to do for awhile. I needed 101 1001 to start doing things, get out there and move on from this emotional weight I've been carrying for so many years.

I already have the people in mind whom I am going to tell (including my mum, duh). I just need to sort out my thoughts a bit, because some of them are just really complicated. Of course, I am one of the shyest people ever--even stuff like this, important things, I have a hard time telling people.

But hey, what can you do? A girl's got to do what a girl's got to do, and in this case, this girl has A LOT to do. D:

I guess I am a mushy person on the inside...I just don't want to admit it. I don't want to admit this either, but I might actually cry when I write out the lists and stuff in my diary. The people I have in mind are so dear to me and so important. I can't imagine never having met them or living without them. These are not just my friends and my family--these are the people who have been there for me when I wasn't doing as well as I thought I was. These are the people who are honest with me and listen to me if I have a problem. These are the people I care about and trust with my darkest secrets.

These are the people I love.

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